When in doubt, I want you to know that it's okay not to understand.
Don't beat yourself about it. You are not responsible for striking the perfect balance in the world. It's okay not to have some confusions sorted. Life is like that. You don't need to feel terrible about it.
You must realise everybody has their own cross to bear. You can't make anything easier for anyone, not even
yourself, by trying to understand. Don't waste your time over it.
So sail away and don't hope for company in any kind of storm. In the end, nothing really matters (and perhaps this is the only thing one needs to understand.)
U for 'Untitled' is the twentieth post in the 'A-Z Series' of posts, a chain of scribbles by me on topics starting with each alphabet of the English language. Read back and forth for the other posts, and please feel free to contribute your thoughts on the subject.