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November 06, 2005

wrong number...??

"hello..is rohit thr??".the voice at the othr end screamed...
For petes sake--this was the fifth time in 2 days...i really wanted to scream bak "who the f***k is this rohit.??n dude if he was ur friend how come he has given u my number"..buti dint..
Patiently i explained in the sweetest of voices..."see ithink uve got a wrong number here cos i guess u r callin me for the 5th time askin for rohit"...I tried to sound all sweetn patient but iguess my actin skills failed me n made the irritation in my voice a lil too obvious...
In a kinda scared but not at all apolojetic manner, the voice continued..."oh im sorry --i thot u were his gf"...
NOW THT DID IT---Now who on earth is this rohit guy n for heavens sake does heleave his cell wth his girlfriend who refusesto acknowledge him...lol...
Soeither this guy was tryin to pull my leg here or this "worm of a guy" rohit really existed...(pls rohit --whoever n wherever u r,ifu happen to stumble upon this post pls excuseme-im havin a bad day;d)
I was in no mood to speak further n so i cancelled the call...
In anothr hour or so, my cell started "singin" againremindin me i hav to change tht crappy ring tone ...onceagain the same voice askin for the same rohit...this guy was really tryin my patience now..
"wrong number" i snorted n hung up....n gotbak to my "surgery" text book---Here i was tryin to concentrate on the various kinda of goitres n their management but all wht wascomin to mind was "whocud this worm rohit be??"...
WELL, thr are a few rohits i know..rather knew..
thr was this guy in my 12th std tution batch who was atotal hunk n who i had this major crush on wch lasted a whole 2 months...;) till i found out he scored a duck in physics...:( Cud it be him ??...tryin to get bak to me n see if i remember orbetter still tryin to subtly remind me tht he still existed..wowww!!..but hell noo..why wud he
ok..rohit 2 was a real worm like guy,the dilton frm "archies" the kind who used to help me wth my chem experiments in junior college...it cud be him...but who cares??;)...Ill post him a "thanku" card someday for helpin me identify the "anions" in the salt whn i was in a state of "chemistery crisis"...
Well thr was anothr guy rohit--oe of my proff's son..buti dontthink he wudknowi exist..n he better not...afterall he is meanest proff's son.heehee..n its best tht the authorities dont know u so u can always escape scott free if u ever get caughtup in some mess...
Juss thn my phone rang again...NOW THIS WAS WAYY TOO MUCH...
Gotta put an end to this...
The familiar voice again.."rohit thr"
"oh rohit...yaa..im his girlfriend speakin..actually i wasent supposed to be tellin u this but rohit has been kinda avoidin ur calls if u havent noticed...he isnt around ..so i thoti shud tell u n save u the bill of callin up everytime...i dont think he wants to be friends wth u nemore n know wht he even called u a "worm"..."
(yeah, i pushed it a lil too much--the worm thing n all..but wanted to hav my share of fun)
Thr was silence at the othr end for a whole 10seconds...n thn i heard a click...ATLAST!!...

No more calls for rohit!!
Afterall this is pri's cell...so keep her out of this
or ull get to experience the "mean" streak in her...heeehaahaha ;d


ciao

October 23, 2005

chocoholic??...who me???

There are times in life whn i wish i boozed!
Today is one of those days...
Wud hav dropped dead drunk...
Unfortunately (for me)n fortunately (for my parents), i dont...
So hav to settle down for chocolate...sigh!!
n yet they seem to hav a problem wth even tht.??...
The world is against me!!! :((.
.snif.sniff!! :(myspace

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October 19, 2005

Dear god,

I was juss goin thru "CB'S"blog...(author of 5 pointsomeone--an amazing book) n itsaid bout a contest held by the "hindustan times" 2 welcome the launch of his book...The contest is all bout writing wht u wud like to speak to god if ever he thought of blessing u wth his presence...now thts interesting isnt it...???(the best entry gets his new book as the prize)
Tht set me thinkin wht i wud actually SPEAK to god ,had i been given this chance...well god wud sure hav a sore ear at the end of the conversation...cos i hav a lot to speak n whr he is concerned ,DEFINITELY...:)
Thinkin again, i wud rather mail him a letter...cos :
1) I feel im better off speakin to someone thru mails than face to face...heehee
2) I love to be the only one speakin most in the conversation..lol..n the amount of questions i hav to ask, thr wud probably be no time to wait for the answers in between..so pls god ..pls pls tk the time n mail me bak..i knowu r busy n i may be one of ur "less fav" mortals ..:(..but please..
(heyyy y am i pleading soo much...it says here tht god has chosen to speak to me....so kool...)
3) I knowu being very busy wont listen attentively thru the whole "1-sided conversation"(like most ppl who speak to me, whostart off listenin wth rapt attention wthout batting a eyelid and end up glancin at their watches,fiddling wth their cell phones or yawning)
So thr, wth all the reasons cited,let me proceed,
It wud probably start this way...here goes:

Dear god,
I ,pri,am utterly thrilled because uhav decided to speak to me..
It feels great to be the "chosen one"..esp whn u were juss bout to feel miserable cos u happen to be the chosen one for all "sad" things most of the time...But this has juss proved me wrong..cos i know tht u not onlyhav been listenin to all my cribbings but hav also decided to get bak to me...(the wait was long though..but its ok..the thought being listened byu is worth the wait.:) )
So wthout wasting much of ur time,iwud like to ask u things i always wanted to...Mebe u hav heard this a thousand times before(if uve been listenin to my prayers)Butjuss incase u were ignorin me (for reasons ill'l never know or understand) or mite hav been too busy,thn lemme ask u yet again...
Almost everythingi wanttoasku revolves around one word god, n tht word is "WHY"...ok lets tk things one at a time...the rapidfire starts...
WHY do u make ppl fall in love whn u know tht its "not to be"...??..
WHY do u get feelings involved whn u know they wont be reciprocated??
WHY do u giv ppl hope tht everythin will be fine whn actually nothin turns out tht way...
WHY cant u make everyone get wht they want...(ok ok ..as long as its nothin got to do wth terrorism n harming othrs)
Why are babies dying 10 seconds after they r born--(ths one i cud never understand--wht kind of justice istht?..why are they given thechance to seea whole new life in the first place if its juss gotta be for 10secods??)
Why are ppl born wth handicaps n deformities wth no fault of
their own..??
WHY r the same ppl always given the biggest dreams (rightfully) but yet the horrid feelin tht they mite never get to lead a normal life..??
WHY does the world call thm "special" or "children of god" n make thm feel different n hows thtu dont donethin bout it..if they r urfav ,is the way u treat ppl u like...??
WHY do u do things wch make ppl feel in the end tht they shud hav seen it comin...??
WHY dontu make sure they realise it whn they HAV to...??
WHY are ppl born wth ailments they cant even dream of curing??
WHY are the poor given big dreams wch they rnt able to fulfill cos they dont hav the means to n the rich ,the fate tht they mite never be fulfilled inspite ofhavin the means to??
WHY do millions of ppl die everyday (in planecrashes, earthquakes) wth absolutely no fault of theirs??
WHY??WHY??WHY??

I know tht u must be havin a very good answer to all of this..n im also aware thtu may choose not to giv itto me..:)
I know tht inspite of these "why's" ...we still say tht "life is beautiful" n the credit goes to none else but u..so HATS OFF...!
cos u r the one who hasent only put obstacles thr but alsoseen to it tht we hav the courage to face thm...
Mebe these trials we hav togo thru make life interesting...
Mebe its the heartbreaks we encounter tht teach us to make the right choices...
Mebe its the troubles wch teach us to tk life wth a smile...

but yet..god ..i wish u wud resort to better ways to make us stronger ,cos not everyone has a threshhold wch can be gauged..
Wht if u got fooled by someones fake smiles n be led into thinkin tht she/he could tk more...think bout it...:)

on tht note...
i remain,
urs always (cribbing, fuming, ranting ,demanding,assuming)
pri (ur fav "chosen one")

PS: make sure u never leave me alone...n yaadont ever leave my side..i want to know tht u r listenin everytime i speak tou..n heyy do reply once in a while if u rnt toobusy..:)

September 25, 2005

yet another weekend...

Its sunday...yet another weekend in the life of pri :)
Pri hates sundays...know why...cos thrs monday waitin ...lol
The most miserable thing in life is whn u know tht thrs sumthin u don like awaitin u after sumthin u njoy...thts the thing bout weekends...the dreaded arrival of a hectic , busy, tiring week ahead clouds the fun mood of a beautiful "sunday"...:(
Somehow i can never "njoy the moment" cos i keep thinkin of wht lies ahead...
All my pals tell me tht its a very crappy attitude ive got towards life n tht i shud learn to njoy the ride instead of sittin n countin the potholes...but *sigh*, its no use..ive tried .butjuss cant get the "potholes" outta my mind..n tht spoils the essence of the ride as well...
Wonder wht god had in mind while makin me...lol
Why did he make me a "thinker"??...(whtever tht means, to me it means *a person who thinks too much*..esp whn thrs no need to...:p)
Another thing im famous for is "assuming"..My friends say tht i cant bear to stay happy for long ...lol
Well this isnt true!!i mean not exactly...wch person in the ritemind wudent want to stay happy??...(did i juss say sumthin bout right minds? ;p)But everytime thrs a reason to be happy, i start doubtin it...n start wonderin if ishud really be happy bout it..nthn my stupid lil brain starts assuming things, conjurin up imaginery assumtions on how thr cud actually be a nagitive associated wth it...how it cud actually be "it dosent mean nethin n wht the f***k r u gettin so thrilled bout" situation..:(
Yaya i know thts eccentric..but thn again...
Thts pri...

BUT am tryin to changeforthebetter...dunno if il'l beable to ..cos another of my well beleived notions is tht "a person can hardly change"...:).But its worth a try i guess...

Another strugglin attempt to stay happy...
Thts the life of pri...:)

cheers

September 20, 2005

sigh!!!

We hold on to our dreams,
no matter how far...
Life is not
wht it seems
wherever
we are...


How true...

Ahoy!! blogworld...

Yess, its me again...back to the blog world...
decided to leave rediffblogs for good..actually had decided to givup on bloggin for good..butseveral months later found myself tryin desperately to retrieve my old blog..:)but all in vain..mebe its rediffsway of sayin "serves u right for being soo impulsive" :(
But thts me alrite...impulsive is my middle name...wanna know more??
Well well, whts the hurry..its a long life n i intend posting lifelong..so u guys will definitely know more of me...(unless i delete this blog too).naah!but ive sudhrofied...uh.mh.hmm..atleast like to beleive tht i hav...
Neways so this is the start of "nostalgic moments"...
Nostalgic moments becos , all momets at some point of time become nostalgic n leave us misty eyed...
Tht my friend is LIFE...life of pri :)

cheers (till my next post)