April 02, 2006

COULDENT STAY AWAY LONG

Im backkk!!!
Thanks n hugzz to all those who missed me :)
Yeah yeah, i guess ull dint expect me to turn up soo soon...lol...but unpredictable tht i am surprised even myself by not being able to stay away long...
n the main reason im back is ive realised tht ive got to stop searchin for answers...instead pri has decided to let the answers find her...:)
Sometimes the more u try to make sense out of things, the more they muddle u up and all u r left with is confusion...more than u had started out with...
This realisation actually dawned upon me while speakin to a friend ...though (as usual) im sure he dint even realise tht his casual statement could hav a rather strong impact...lol...but thn sometimes the lil things ppl say help u walk through life ...its juss like those small nothins u knowbut still want to hear from the other person...such is the case wth "realisation" too:)
Well in any case..pri is back...n heres a list of things i did in this small break frm blogsville...(though they could hav very well been done wth me being around too...lol..but had to make it sound important...*grin*)
1) finally got done wth a piece of work tht was remainin pendin for the past 3 months...it was a great feelin and not havin it done was buggin me since a long time...did manage to get my di smilin and parents in a good mood by tht n yaa did manage to covince myself tht i wasent 100% of the sadistic rebel tht i thought i was...*grinnin*
2)finally made a "almost serious" start for studin and exam preparations...it was high time i did...plan to keep it up...hope i stick to my plans...*yawn--feelin sleepy already* :p
3)got back in touch with a old friend and managed to clear a misunderstandin wch had led him not to reply to my msg's or offliners for a whole 2 months now...he finally replied ...i was happy...but after hearin him out, did feel horrid about myself for being rude *read as "in a bad mood"*...sigh! (details in anothr post).But am happy tht its atleast sorted out ---(or so i wud like to believe)
4)spoke to juss one person on yahoo messenger endlessly and eventually did manage to irk him soo much tht i dont think the "no reply" i got after my "hi" today was unintentional...heeheee...(im sure he will know who im referrin to---if he is readin this) *giggles*
5)watched a coupla movies wch i'd been wantin to watch since long...
6)had long conversations wth "god" and "me"---n thn finally came up wth some desicions wch im plannin to stick by (so far so good)but still a long way to go *keepin my fingers crossed* :)
7)promised myself a coupla things...*secret* but most of all promised myself a 1 hour counsellin session (by dr pri) everynight before i go off to sleepyland *heehee*...had almost forgotten tht i used to do this a long lomg time back whn i was in school...guess i need to do it again...try itppl!!..it dosent hurt :)n yeah self therapy is the best ...

so thts the story till now...will keep ul'l posted as it goes on...as life goes on...as pri goes on...
till thn,

cheers
*raises a toast* :)

P.S: "nostalgic moments" has got a brandnew email address of its own on gmail *yoohoo*...so feel free to shoot me an email on "nostalgicmoments@gmail.com" anytime ull want...
tk care :)

12 comments:

Anonymous said...

der aaye durust aaye,

btw, why this long explaination about what you were doing or not doing? Khali peeli mein time kahrab kiya... koi post likh deti to mera entertainment hi ho jaata...

phokut mein time ki wastage...

chal, ab now write something apart from goodbye and coming back posts. If you had not told me, I would not have noticed that you had taken a break..

nyways, wb...

Ram Ram

Anonymous said...

wow...
didnt know my curses produce effect so fast...even a disprin takes longer...:)

good to know u r getting things done.
and dont worry about exams...
slog for a month and u ll come with top grades...
mantra is
medicine - everything has an idiopathic cause..
surgery - dont know what it is..just operate.
ortho - ask a carpenter.
peds - kids...always a headache..
obs - well, i was never strong in that...so u better find ur own mantra...

Ekta said...

:-))
welcome back and u were missed!
And my gawd...the time off from blogging sure seems to have done u some good...ove the 1 hr conversation with god bit!
I am getting tempted to try it myself!

Keshi said...

WB Pri! Thank God u came back quick...


well good for u that u caught up on few pending things...everybody needs sometime all alone...

right now I feel I dun care abt anyhting anymore..sorry to sound so negative.

Keshi.

Neha said...

hey Pri!!
a good post full of energy :)
welcome back.. and stay cheerful and keep doing things tht bug others and make ya feel good ;)

Ashish Gupta said...

Ooooooohh!

so much of introspection and makeovers!!!

hope you are loving the new breakthru'

PS: abhi se "Dr." use karne lag gayi naam ke aage :-?

Ashish Gupta said...

"i am back" announce karne se kaam nahi chal jaata!

kuch postings bhi karni padti hai :P

Shiv said...

The sixth one was gud..:)

Anand said...

Priiii,
welcome back!!...
And ur list has impressed me..!

Pri said...

@ confused aka genius

thanks for welcomin me back...though hav noidea why u did tht considerin tht u dint miss me not being around *sigh*
n heyy how come u havent signed off i ur usual ishtyle "devil wth sharpened horns" ?? yeh "ram ram" kahan se aaya...
hmmm i see scope for improvement...lage raho, lol!!!

@ vicky kothari
wow tht sure helped me cool down...*smiles*
btw r u a full fledged doc yet? or studin? or intern? :)

@ ekta
it helps ekta...u should try it out sometime :)

@ keshi
no probs keshi...can understand...we all hav our moments..but always remember the "this too shall pass" philosophy n ull feel better :)

*hugz*

@ neha
thanks neha...am tryin to be...
well as for the "buggin othrs" part, im quite a pro at it...eh..the "othrs" wont be too happy wth ur advice..heehee

@ ashish
lol!! yeah ashish, tried to make a few changes...hope they last a while ...heehee
"PS: abhi se "Dr." use karne lag gayi naam ke aage :-? "
lol...woh aadat se majboor...bachpan se karti aa rahi hoon actually *winks*

Pri said...

@ cold coffee
yup..exam tension to hota hain...but thn dont giv up on bloggin ...tk some time out n update ur blog like im plannin to do...neways i waste a lot of time..toh y not blog?? *smiles*
n yeah ...thanks for tht advice...i guess u r rite...i need to stay away frm ppl n things wch disturb me or are prone to disturb me...:)

hope to see some brand new posts on ur blog...
*hugzz*


@ ashish

heehee ...yess sir!! aage se khayal rakhungi *grin*

@ shiv
thanks for droppin by "NM"..
hope to know more of u ...
tk care

@ ss
well yeah, but hope to stick by thm...afterall thts wht really matters rite...
heyy n btw ...whr were u??...u become "id ka chand" on "nostalgic moments" these days...:(
tk care
missed u

@ anand
thanks anand...
mere list ne kisi ko toh impress kiya...*blush*
i thought most wud think it to be pretty worthless...heehee *grinnin shamelessly*

Anonymous said...

Welcome Back Pri...Hope things have settled down for you...

Take Care and Keep Blogging...

hugzz