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May 17, 2008

me---just a figment of your imagination!! :)

this scribble is dedicated to all my blog readers...especially to 'meltingstone' who presently is really bugged at me because he thinks im addicted to the status of an 'enigma'! :)

sometimes i speak volumes but u understand nothing....
sometimes i speak nothing and yet u try...
u attempt to gauge me, to know me better each day...
sometimes u end up confusing urself about me...
there are times u take for granted that u know me too well...
but sometimes u just dont care to understand...
frustrated, u call me an enigma and i smile!

i speak so much but yet it isnt clear...
there is a fact in every fantasy i write...
and a fantasy in every fact...
the thin line between the two u try to see,
but burning eyes and a distorted picture is all u get...
u see a part of me in the broken hearted lass...
u see a lil of me in the juvenile rebel...
sometimes i appear to be all sorted out...
sometimes u think there could be no bigger mess...
u see a lil of me everywhere...
and still i leave u doubting--is it me or just ur imagination?
frustrated, u call me an enigma and i smile!

at times i dont answer ur questions...
sometimes i reply too vague...
confusing u at every step-i play a silent game...
u see me in the patient lover...
u see me in the broken addict...
u see the bubbly enthusiast in me...
u see the stubborn kid too...
at times u see the mature all knowing agony-aunt...
sometimes u think im a dreamer...
at other times, u wonder if i've given up on it...
each day u confuse urself a lil more,
as i leave a part of me behind in every work of mine...
not knowing what to believe,u try to understand...
frustrated, u call me an enigma and i smile!

am i me or just a part of you?
this is a game which has no rules...
i am but just a vision and i keep changing...
u are the constant on which i depend...
do i exist or is it just ur imagination??
am i really me or just what u think of me?
frustrated, u call me an enigma and i smile!

the game will end someday when i grow tired...
the game will stop someday when u leave...
till then ul'l see me in every word of mine...
ul'l be skeptical of every line...
and i leave it to u to paint a picture of me...
u know that i am but an incomplete puzzle,
and yet u try to find the missing pieces...
those pieces which perhaps will never be found...
u stare at the voids in the picture,
hoping ul'l complete it some day...
frustrated, u call me an enigma and i smile!


UPDATED---thanks to 'scribbler' for this wonderful song...it speaks a lot for me :) (if i havent said enough already!)

48 comments:

Ankur said...

thanks to begin with :)

Cheers!!!

Scribbler said...

:)
I won't argue (You know I wont;))

Perhaps, it's time for me to smile



Here's something for you and everyone who just read your SCRIBBLE

http://youtube.com/watch?v=KPvChNfplcY

keep it rollin;)

Ankur said...

kewl... have written a lot for meltingstone :)

it is no game and we will never get tired... hehe :)

Cheers!!

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Pri said...

@ ankur
well, read again..i said "the game will stop someday when i grow tired..the game will stop someday when u leave"
the only reason u guys wont get tired is because u r not putting ur soul in the 'game'...
and i dont promise never to tire out because i am :)
and yes i dont mind it being a game..as long as its fun and noone's losing...

cheers!!

@ scribs
yes..i know u wont!! :)
in fact none of u people here would argue with that i guess...sigh!
neverthless thanks for the wonderful song..have updated my post with it :)

@ sana obaid
:)
guess this is ur first time here..thanks for dropping by!

sana obaid said...

mighty chances.. :)

Ankur said...

well to tell u the fact doc, i dont comment without readin, so i have read wat u have written :)

**the only reason u guys wont get tired is because u r not putting ur soul in the 'game'...

well... sayin abt soul, i find it rude and also the fact that i dont think its a "game"... if u do then i lose already :)

Cheers!!!

Ankur said...

oyee... but koi na... tune kaha na u will leave when u grow tired... dont u worry... we wont let that happen dost :D :D

hehe

pri said...

@ sana obaid
mighty chances of what??

@ ankur
really?? thats nice to know that ppl actually read before commenting :D
ohh and about this game...like i said there are no rules...so either everyone wins or everyone loses...and i choose the former :)

and ive learnt that some 'games' are good...they help us grow up! :)

ahh and like ive said 'i am but a figment of your imagination'
so il'l be around as long as u want me to be ;p
lol!!

cheers!!

sana obaid said...

...of visiting your blog!

Ankur said...

hehe

then i will keep imagining irrespective of my mood swings...

and so this figment is a fixture dear friend!!! :D :D

hehe

Cheers!!!

Vandita said...

i'd like to believe ure all that and much more...:)

sid said...

Here where I am when you have to express deep appreciation...you just stand up n look down....thats precisely what I want to do at the mment!!!!I loved the way you expressed it....and yet...you are bigger enigma now(just incase u dint know!)...Infact, was wondering where have you have been all this while, and came by and found this even more mysterious post:-p....you need to write enigma-2,3 and more...to keep readers furthur confused...:-)

sid said...

Here where I am when you have to express deep appreciation...you just stand up n look down....thats precisely what I want to do at the mment!!!!I loved the way you expressed it....and yet...you are bigger enigma now(just incase u dint know!)...Infact, was wondering where have you have been all this while, and came by and found this even more mysterious post:-p....you need to write enigma-2,3 and more...to keep readers furthur confused...:-)

Sutta said...

Wah kya likha hai!
Loved it Doc. :)

(¯`•._.•[Raaji]•._.•´¯) said...

cool poem... and i like the song...
it is calming and optimistic :-)

The 'Mad' Orchid said...

Hey tht just gve me enough n much of insights about u my dear sweet lil doc Pri... and tht ws quite a poem and tht video was also nice...
very well expressed and expcted..:D

Pri said...

@ sana obaid
ohh thankyou! :D
ur most welcome here...

@ ankur
lol..thanks!!but does that mean il'l have to beau up with your mood swings?? :-/

@ vands
whoaa! u never know...u might just be right ;)

@ sid
im flattered...thankyou!
though im not too sure if 'enigma' can be taken as a compliment :D
u thnk i really need to write enigma 2, 3, 4?? then it wouldent be enigmatic anymore would it? lol!!
and like i said before, its flattering to know my absence is noticed around here...afterall blogsville is a big big place and its easy to go unnoticed! :)

Pri said...

@ sutta
thanks :)

@ raaji
thanks dear!
about the song,i guess u need to read a lil more into it :)

@ mad orchid
heehee i guess to some (like you), im not thaat much of an enigma afterall ;)

Solitaire said...

We all are misunderstood at some time or the other. And we continue to misunderstand others. But look at the outcome....you wrote a great post!

secret admirer said...

the picture will be complete someday and all the pieces will be found :)
till then u remain an enigma and i will remain

your secret admirer!

CM-Chap said...

A great one... sply this one below

i speak so much but yet it isnt clear... - M;~} nods with a smile

maverick said...

nice one....a good read :)

howdy??

ceedy said...

ok

honestly....the way i read it is gabbar singh suddenly became literate and wrote an excellent post and instead of saying kitne aadmi the....you give us dhamki "someday"

like in the last post....the comment was directly aimed at you know where :)

AND I DID READ THE WHOLE POST OKIE....:P

Solitaire said...

Dr. Pri,
Your ad is up on Warm Fuzzies.
And people are shocked that I put it up!

Pri said...

@ solitaire
well sometimes just as much as feared to be misunderstood, i fear to be understood as well! :)
thanks for appreciating...
lol!! i was rather surpirsed myself on seeing that u actually put that ad up...thought u hated him :p
but now that i see it, i tried clicking on the link and his picture dosent show up..hmpf!! :-/
i knew there had to be a catch somewhere,u aamir fan..you!! :-/


@ secret admirer
huh???
i guess u becomming no less of an enigma urself,atleast until u choose to reveal ur identity...
try completing ur own picture first..lol!!

@ cm-chap
lol!!kinda had a feeling u would pick up that line :D

Pri said...

@ maverick
thanks...im good...hows u doing? :)
i know its been quite a while ive been to ur blog...will come around soon enough...
hows the settling in mubai going? :)

@ ceedy
hmmm did u just call me 'gabbar singh'?? :-/
arre o ceedy, (in gabbar ishtyle)that was a general comment directly aimed at everyone who dont go about reading after maybe the first 3 lines..heehee....just said what i felt (like always!):p

so unless the cap fits, dont wear it! ;)
haan pata hain, yeh gabbar thodi bahut angrezi bhi bolta hain re! *muhahaha*

cheers!!

BIG Omi said...

oye... you have described in this scribble a all the different places where my mind actually wanders...

but onething for sure I will try to keep this game stop..

u made me realise again that we should stop expecting.. and live in the moment... but my mind... my bloodymind..keeps wandering and i keep expecting .... damn..

i dunno if u have understood what i wanted to say.. but..

but .. thanks for being around..
Luv ya...

Tc .
Omkar...

SambY said...

didi i am totally clueless

Sutta said...

I've have another blog as well? :O

Solitaire said...

:)

just for you Pri..just for you!

CM-Chap said...

Ha Ha... You guessed is it.. That's gr8. we are in sync...

BIG Omi said...

typo in earlier comment : Game not stop..
Have nice day..
Omi

Pri said...

@ bigomi
i think i have :)
and u know what, thats perfectly normal...human as we are, we all have expectations....
and yeps, u can always count on me for understanding you if not anything else :)
thanks for being around too...

cheers!!

@ samby
clueless about what, vishu??
all i can say is if we cant comprehend something or someone, we ought to just give it time :)
and if we still dont understand,then i guess we shouldent try too much...
life has a lot many other things to think about...isnt it? :)

@ sutta
ohh..i thought u dint update the old one...will chk from now on :)

@ solitaire
thankyou...pri khush hui!! :D

@ cm-chap
lol!! seems like we sure are...

@ bigomi
yeps i got that even before u told me
see i toldya count on me to understand ;)

u have a nice day too :)

secret admirer said...

my picture is incomplete without you in it :)
your blog is addicting


your secret admirer

Ashu said...

enigma to mera naaam he :) humnaam ehhhh

Pri said...

@ ashu
lol!! well i dunno about that...jisne kaha hain usse poochna padega :D

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