NOTHING MAKES SENSE!
i know the truth!
yet i believe a lie...
i know a reality!
yet i nurture a dream...
i know there is an end!
yet i wish for a beginning...
i know its stupid!
yet something seems perfect...
hmm...which do u think is better----
slamming the door behind you startling everyone around with the sudden decision that ur leaving?
retracing your steps gradually one at a time till a point where u just dissapear from the scene hoping nobody would notice?
which option would hurt the 'people who matter to me' less?
which option would hurt the 'people for whom i matter' less?
and last but not the least, which option would hurt 'me' less?
and then again, should i be thinking of the hurt it will cause when i know that that is the main reason which makes me want to run back OR should i just run away accepting that it is inevitable?!!
my life is a stage and im that bad actor who has always preferred being in the audience..so why is that all of a sudden, im feeling helpless with the fact that ive just got to sit here doing nothing but watch the drama as it unfolds?
do i walk out of the hall at the risk of being called an attention-seeker or would u please wake me up once the show is over??