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March 18, 2009

weighing the options....

NOTHING MAKES SENSE!
i know the truth!
yet i believe a lie...

i know a reality!
yet i nurture a dream...

i know there is an end!
yet i wish for a beginning...

i know its stupid!
yet something seems perfect...

hmm...which do u think is better----
slamming the door behind you startling everyone around with the sudden decision that ur leaving?
OR
retracing your steps gradually one at a time till a point where u just dissapear from the scene hoping nobody would notice?
which option would hurt the 'people who matter to me' less?
which option would hurt the 'people for whom i matter' less?
and last but not the least, which option would hurt 'me' less?
and then again, should i be thinking of the hurt it will cause when i know that that is the main reason which makes me want to run back OR should i just run away accepting that it is inevitable?!!


my life is a stage and im that bad actor who has always preferred being in the audience..so why is that all of a sudden, im feeling helpless with the fact that ive just got to sit here doing nothing but watch the drama as it unfolds?

do i walk out of the hall at the risk of being called an attention-seeker or would u please wake me up once the show is over??

27 comments:

Pavi!!!! said...

Very well expressed!

:( but i have no answers...will ponder over it n mabbe get back..

mayz said...

waz d context of this post??? sounds like another break out of blogsville...if datz d case d answer u better not take ur ass anywhr...coz anythin u do wud hurt...
so d question is wud u wanna c d ppl u love hurt or wud it b better for u to tolerate d pain a lil more...
coz d ppl who love u will make u smile again :)

so i make sense???

Blog Boy said...

All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages.
William Shakespeare

Nidzzi said...

whn nth makes sense take time.. things will come to u straight.
keep ur fngers crossed and pray for peace

Abhishek Khanna said...

u confused me to the core.. neways u sleep.. will wake u up when the show is over
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Paula and Skip said...

A very well expressed confusion. I am sure it all will fall in place.

Meera said...

A confusing post from a confused mind!
I will say just let time decide your course if you are not sure what to do.

Pallav said...

Itnot u..i think everybody is almost confused for thier life..people come in our life and play wid us,
they depart us wid thier wish n come in our life wid thier wish
i wanna ask uu why we provide them oppurtunity and platform to come and play or act...

i m still finding the answer if u knw then do tell me..
nice post...

rahul said...

oye tu blog stop karne ki toh nahi soch rahi hain na?
there are so many people addicted to your blog and we are not going to let u go like this
but if this post is not about the blog then i dont know.miss enigma tu mujhe confuse kar rahi hain :o

rahul said...

completely flabbergasted(angrezi :P) by the post..I think the doc needs some sleep..tk care !!!

Arv said...

huh? u gonna go?

Chronicwriter said...

i will definitely wake you up... but someone should wake me up first... hope i dont press the snooze button..

i have a slight thought that you are planning to quit?

stop the thought.. that thought hit me last year and it felt good to be back..

:)

check my latest post.. emotional one..

www.chronicwriter.com

Anonymous said...

who would have the heart to disturb a sleeping angel? :)

Voice said...

Will wake you up.

Well written.
Don't know why, but i find some positive charges in this blog (which I am sure was meant to be otherwise). May be the poem..

deep said...

I dnt knw in wat situation u are... bt a week ago I was in a similar pit.!! what I did was slamming the door..and hurting ppl who love me..

Charmed One! said...

Depends on the situation you are in..

If it concerns people whom you love or who care for you.. then it would be better you sit around until the drama unfolds...

iriz said...

we all get to a point where we have to weigh things over. i don't have a specific answer but i guess you just have to follow your heart.

well expressed confusion, made me confused

nice to be here again! ;)

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moi said...

just hold on to it, the bad phase will be over soon, as it doesn't last long!!cheer up!!

sid said...

Sawal aisa jiska jawab nahin!

Pratz said...

Like the way u write

Pri said...

@ all
thanks for bearing up with my confusion at times...sometimes dilemma becomes a part and parcel of routine life...
its best that i leave it unexplained as of now lest it confuses u guys all the more :)
and then again, i dont know if it makes much sense to me either...

take care and thanks for wanting me to stay on here..
its comforting to know that u'd be missed if ur not around :)

@ dewdrop
thanks a lot for the award..im honoured! :)

Vandita said...

jawab jinka nahi...
woh sawaal hote hain...

Lena said...

sounds a lot like me.. but this confusion lasts for years.. playing hide and seek.. i dont know the answers, when you have them figured out.. let me know :)

Srivats said...

Its common that we undergo such feelings during the darkest time hours - The only thing we can do is believe that sun rays comes at the darkest hour only.
:P